Not now, not ever… NEVER!
Why must i say it?
the three lettered word?
no no.. not now, not ever..
for i don’t mean it and won’t say it..
But must i?
It may have been only a short time, maybe an hour, a day, a month, a year
or a lifetime, but it’s all the same.
for if i say the word, it would mean i’m parting ways and that i won’t be able to
see, speak or meet.
A part of me feels ripped and torn.
Will i breathe without my heart or any of those permutations and
no no no no no no no no
there is only one answer..
i miss you,
and i can’t say it
not now, not ever..
NEVER will i say…